help?

[bktheirregular]

Watching election returns.

Stomach's turning into a tornado. Skin's tingling like my whole body fell asleep.

If he's re-elected, then I spent seven months working for nothing. If he's re-elected, then I don't know what's going to happen in the next four years.

If I've failed - as part of the larger effort - what then?

My family breaks up.

I become a pariah.

I await the knock on my door from the secret police.

Down with Big Brother, down with Big Brother, down with Big Brother...