Evening out the keel?

Family seems somewhat more upbeat this a.m. Am finding it v. difficult to concentrate on law and bar exam, however; too many things on mind. Also forgot that getting into the city is much harder on a weekday; traffic was v. heavy, which should have realized -

Ya know what? I can't do the journal like Bridget Jones. My mind doesn't work that way.

All I can do is write it like I'd talk it. So... here's what's the what.

Dad... should be okay. Black spots in vision don't necessarily mean stroke. I've had things like that happen just from stress. Surgery may be more risky than radiation, but the does will know what they're doing.

I hope.

I have to hope.

I have to believe.

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